Tuesday, November 28, 2006


I went to the doctor yesterday and of course I did get a talken to, and I do need it.

I'm back on track and watching my carbs, blood surgars, and taking my meds.

They the doctors thing I'm made of money. I'm not.

I guess I'll have to ask of generics if there is  any.

I hope things get better for me.

Winter is coming here soon yes it will be cold.

Oh well that the way things go.

Have a nice day

Sunday, November 26, 2006


Well things just happen.

Tuesday I fainted. I knew what it was.

I had a glaring thing happening in my left eye blurry too.

I began to feel dizzy and sick to my stomach.

I knew then what it was.

I called my boss over and told her I wasn't feeling well.

She got someone to take over for me.

The thing was I was trying to help a customer. I couldn't.

so I went outside trying to get fresh air.

The thing is I was so dizzy that I whent forward,and the next thing I found myself laying in the parking lot

Between the going forward and laying in the parking lot I don't remember anything.

I was taken to the emergency.

My brother was contacted.

Ok what it was High blood surgars and low blood pressure.

I know better I knew what I should do.

After the hospital stay.

Every thing went downhill. I wasn't keeping an eye on my carbs.

Now I know I've always known what to do, Just wasn't doing it.

Now I'm down in the 100s the only highs are up to lower 200s.

I keep an on going check on my blood surgars.

If it gets to high like 212 or so I cut out eating for awhile and check again.

If I feel hungery I try to ingnore if it don't stop I'll eat some fruit or vegetables.

Ok I could go on and on.

For now I'll stop here.

So have a nice day

Tuesday, November 21, 2006


Well I lost 5 pounds hope I can keep it off.
I'm down to 217 I just hope I can keep going down.
Well there won't be a thanksgiving for me this year.
My brothers wife is back in the hospital.
I don't even know about Christmas that is up in the air.

Wednesday, November 15, 2006


I love to read anything. Well I got this book.

You: on a dite. The Owner's manual for waist management.

By Michael F. Roizen MD. & Mehmet C. Oz.

I love the title waist Management.

I found the book on of course Oprah.

Mehmet Oz was on Oprah.

He was doing his thing showing cadaver parts.

I can't tell you what the body parts were but it was interesting.

Enough for me to get the book.

I learning about the body and the fat that goes with it.

A very good book.

Enough for now maybe back with more later.

Have a nice evening

Tuesday, November 14, 2006


Oh I'm getting back on track with my walking tapes I don't have VCR but I know the whole routine by heart.

So I'll take a timmer and put for 10 minutes then increase it for 15 so on and so forth.

Until I can get up to 30 minutes.

Oh pray for me. I need to do something.

Work I don't know why I do it. Oh yeah to live and have a roof over my head.

I just make it. Yes I have help if I need it but I don't want to be a burden to any one.

I know take it yes I can but I don't feel that I should.

Ok ok enough is enough.

Have a nice day.

Monday, November 13, 2006


Yes I had three days off. Sat, Sun, and Monday.

I know why she asked me if I wanted to take Saturday off.

Was to pay me back for not doing what I should have to promote our Survey.

She either cuts my hours way back or do something like ask me to take a day off.

No matter what I do. I get my hours cut.

I pay for it.

Oh I had to do someone elses work plus mine .

MY work comes first.

She tells me that I have to get both lines done by 11am.

Well I can't if I have someone elses job to do

Something have to give and it's the other persons job. NOT mine

It comes first.

Oh well have a nice evening


Thanks Kathy, Rena, and Emmi.

You three are very important to me I need you.

Thanks for your support.

Well I blew it diet wise.

I pigged out on pizza and other stuff. Yes I know very bad.

So I'm getting back on track and also taking my meds

I'ts hard to get back on track, but I keep in mind what would happen if I continue this path.

So with my friends & prayers I'll make it.

Thanksgiving will be just like another day for me.

Oh well I hope your day is a happy one

Have a nice day


Sunday, November 12, 2006

A new journal

I lost my old Journals.

Darn but I always can create a new ones.

A lot has happen the last month also this month.

Last month I landed in the hospital.

With a migraine a real bad one that they put me in the hospital.

Gave me all kids of tests just to check for a stroke.

I didn't have one.

Now my sister in-law had a stroke is somewhat recoverd from that, but now she has stomach leasions.

Had three operations for it.

My mother was in the hospital also for some medication problem.

Now my father is in the hospital for what I don't know.

What a month

Have a nice day