Tuesday, November 28, 2006

I WENT TO THE DOCTOR

I went to the doctor yesterday and of course I did get a talken to, and I do need it.

I'm back on track and watching my carbs, blood surgars, and taking my meds.

They the doctors thing I'm made of money. I'm not.

I guess I'll have to ask of generics if there is  any.

I hope things get better for me.

Winter is coming here soon yes it will be cold.

Oh well that the way things go.

Have a nice day

Sunday, November 26, 2006

THINGS JUST HAPPEN

Well things just happen.

Tuesday I fainted. I knew what it was.

I had a glaring thing happening in my left eye blurry too.

I began to feel dizzy and sick to my stomach.

I knew then what it was.

I called my boss over and told her I wasn't feeling well.

She got someone to take over for me.

The thing was I was trying to help a customer. I couldn't.

so I went outside trying to get fresh air.

The thing is I was so dizzy that I whent forward,and the next thing I found myself laying in the parking lot

Between the going forward and laying in the parking lot I don't remember anything.

I was taken to the emergency.

My brother was contacted.

Ok what it was High blood surgars and low blood pressure.

I know better I knew what I should do.

After the hospital stay.

Every thing went downhill. I wasn't keeping an eye on my carbs.

Now I know I've always known what to do, Just wasn't doing it.

Now I'm down in the 100s the only highs are up to lower 200s.

I keep an on going check on my blood surgars.

If it gets to high like 212 or so I cut out eating for awhile and check again.

If I feel hungery I try to ingnore if it don't stop I'll eat some fruit or vegetables.

Ok I could go on and on.

For now I'll stop here.

So have a nice day

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

OH WHAT WILL THIS WEEL BE LIKE

Well I lost 5 pounds hope I can keep it off.
 
I'm down to 217 I just hope I can keep going down.
 
Well there won't be a thanksgiving for me this year.
 
My brothers wife is back in the hospital.
 
I don't even know about Christmas that is up in the air.

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

I LOVE TO READ

I love to read anything. Well I got this book.

You: on a dite. The Owner's manual for waist management.

By Michael F. Roizen MD. & Mehmet C. Oz.

I love the title waist Management.

I found the book on of course Oprah.

Mehmet Oz was on Oprah.

He was doing his thing showing cadaver parts.

I can't tell you what the body parts were but it was interesting.

Enough for me to get the book.

I learning about the body and the fat that goes with it.

A very good book.

Enough for now maybe back with more later.

Have a nice evening

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

GETTING BACK ON TRACK

Oh I'm getting back on track with my walking tapes I don't have VCR but I know the whole routine by heart.

So I'll take a timmer and put for 10 minutes then increase it for 15 so on and so forth.

Until I can get up to 30 minutes.

Oh pray for me. I need to do something.

Work I don't know why I do it. Oh yeah to live and have a roof over my head.

I just make it. Yes I have help if I need it but I don't want to be a burden to any one.

I know take it yes I can but I don't feel that I should.

Ok ok enough is enough.

Have a nice day.

Monday, November 13, 2006

I HAD THREE DAYS OFF

Yes I had three days off. Sat, Sun, and Monday.

I know why she asked me if I wanted to take Saturday off.

Was to pay me back for not doing what I should have to promote our Survey.

She either cuts my hours way back or do something like ask me to take a day off.

No matter what I do. I get my hours cut.

I pay for it.

Oh I had to do someone elses work plus mine .

MY work comes first.

She tells me that I have to get both lines done by 11am.

Well I can't if I have someone elses job to do

Something have to give and it's the other persons job. NOT mine

It comes first.

Oh well have a nice evening

IT'S NICE TO HAVE A NEW JOURNAL

Thanks Kathy, Rena, and Emmi.

You three are very important to me I need you.

Thanks for your support.

Well I blew it diet wise.

I pigged out on pizza and other stuff. Yes I know very bad.

So I'm getting back on track and also taking my meds

I'ts hard to get back on track, but I keep in mind what would happen if I continue this path.

So with my friends & prayers I'll make it.

Thanksgiving will be just like another day for me.

Oh well I hope your day is a happy one

Have a nice day