Sunday, October 12, 2008


Now that I have saved this Journal I can continue to write what I have felt all this time.

No I haven't written in this journal for a long time.

There was a thing I did for my group of online friends that I have lost interest in was morning cards.

I felt no interest in doing them. I found out why I was depressed only moderately.

So I take a pill at night because it makes me sleepy.

I feel better,but I still don't feel like doing the cards.

Oh well I hope sometime I'll be able to do them.

Saturday, October 27, 2007


My boss is going on nights   She has taken a job with the post office.

She'll do that in the morning and work at Taco Bell at night. I pitty the night shift. They'll have a double whammy.

She'll be real tired and  she wants thing done in a certin way and no buts about it.

Well I had it bad, but not what they are going to get. Oh it might not be that way.

I still have to keep on track so nothing gets back to her.

I still wished her good luck on her new job.

I knew even before she told me. It was the way she was going about it at work.

Well have a nice day

Thursday, September 13, 2007


Oh I don't know what to do.

My boss is a pain and I guess I bring it on.

She wants me to drop everthing when the buzzer goes off. To go to the customer.

Yes I know that I don't go to the customer right away.

So I know  that I bring it on her yelling at me.

So I better drop everthing and go to the customer.

Oh I hope everthing goes well this morning.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007


Well this week is going so so. So far.

The feeling that I have for now is this.

How can I say it.

Ok here it goes

When my boss complains about me being late. Putting the food on the line.

Here the list.

1. She always late

2. I have to put things away ( the night shift job.) take s time to do it.

3. Getting the small pans ready for the day

4. Set up my line (putting pans on the line.).

5. Then getting food in bags for the thermalizer. Put it in the thermalizer.

6. Prep the rest the food to put on line.

All this takes time.

I don't know how to deal with her complaints.

I guess ignore her and just get the stuff done





Monday, September 10, 2007


On Tuesday the fourth was a pain. The thing is I checked to make sure I was off that day.

I get a call from my boss asking where was I. I told her that I had the day off.

Well she was upset DUH She gave me the day off.

Then she said I was rude. Well she was rude to me. She kept asking me how come I wasn't there. I kept telling her I had the day off.

So wouldn't you be rude.

So the rest of the week I kept my mouth shut and didn't say a thing.

The she asked if I was ok I said yes I'm fine. I knew she want me to say something about Tuesday I didn't.

Just the other day she asked how I felt about her.

I told her I liked her and I do. There are time that she gets on my nerves, but I try to ignore her and get on with my work.

I just keep my mouth shut.

There another thing Sharon. It seems that when ever I get to chatting with her I get into trouble with the boss.

So I try not to chat with Sharon.

I know gossip is wrong. So no more



Tuesday, August 28, 2007


Yesterday somone noticed that I had lost weight

I felt real good. It made my day and it makes me feel that I can lose more.

I have lost so far 76 pounds.

REMEMBER To keep my mouth shut today. It will keep you out of trouble with the boss..


Monday, August 20, 2007


I don't know what going to happen today at work. I just keep my mouth shut and not say anything.

If I do say something I get into trouble. So zip the mouth shut.

So I'll let you know what happen.

Time: 5:10 pm

What a day. I just hate Mondays. There this customer is a pain We have two ways for our elderly customer to get a drink. One is to get a free 12ounce cup or get a Seinor discout not both.

Well I gave her a Seinor discount. The last time I gave her a senior drink 12 ounce. She complain abaout that.

Well she complained about the discount. She a whole lot of food and that kind of wipe out the discount I think.

Next time I'm giving her a choice.

My boss took the phone and talked to her Yes she called to talk to me about it. I did What I was told to do.

Oh I locked myself out of my apartment this morning. I have to set I keep one on my bag and one in my pocket attached to a belt loop.

I don't know what I was thinking about. I guess to catch the bus or something.

Now I'm home

Have a nice evening