Tuesday, July 24, 2007


Well I got lucky the grocery store had thier last copy of Harry Potter The deathly hallow and I got it thank goodness.

A big book It cost $34.00 but I got it for $26.00.

You know what I'll be doing

So I'm ok now got over the emotional upheaval I went through yesterday.

Now I'm working on my weight.

So I' have to get ready for work

Have  a nice day

Monday, July 23, 2007


Oh with my older brother. He said that I would get an a allowance of $500.00. Ok that is fine.

I just wish he would just call me on his own. Not me calling him.

Well ok that is fine with me.

Now for my twin.

I hate how he preaches at me.

I have DSL.  I have set it all wrong and I have to turn the dsl off to use in order to use my land phone.

I told him that I don't answer my land line anyway.

That I use my cell phone. Oh how he ranted about that "Oh that cost money. " SO.

That is why I use the cell phone.

OOOOh that is it.

I'm not a baby that is the way I feel like with my twin he treats me like that A BABY.

As for my older brother I'll give him a week. This Friday.

Then I'll call him

I must get over this and get my life and soul together.


Wednesday, July 18, 2007


The heat is getting to me. I use to walk early morning but the heat is there and there is no way I'm walking at that time in that heat.

So I did 5 min walking inside I'm going to increase it to 10 then 15 ad so forth.

I also have to get a handel on my eating.

Yes that I have to get it going.

Ok that's it for now

Sunday, July 15, 2007


I just don't know what to do. My weght loss group has a new chart and I don't know   how to work it.

I get so upset and fusstrated tying to figure it out.

I don't get the support as use to either.

I just don't know if I want to stay with the group, and I don't want to leave either.

I guess I'll use the old chart to put in my points

Oh I feel so depressed.

Ok this enough I'm done with this chart thing.

I feel a Whole lot better

Emmi has made me a moderator so I can put my points on the new chart.

Now I can do it

Wednesday, July 11, 2007


So sorry I haven't put anything in.

Well my father had passed away on Father day isn't that ironic.

My mother took it very hard. They had bee married for 60 years.

As for me I had no feeling no grieving, because he abused me as well he verbal and mental abused the rest of family.

Now don't get me wrong. I loved him while he was alive.

I even forgive him I didn't tell him. He didn't even come to me to ask forgiveness.

Oh well that life.